My weekend has been glorious, jk. Ive spent my days in my bed watching Man vs Food on netflix. I think Ive finished every episode of season 1. I should be watching the movie Courageous for my physics teacher, we have this deal going on, but I am dreading watching that film. Dreaddding it. I have picked out my jewelry for prom, which is a little comforting. Im wearing these big round earrings that are diamond and gold but mostly diamond and a ring to match and mayyybe a bracelet. I’m happy that one thing I’ll never have to buy for prom or any event really is jewelry because my mom has endless cases of it, I guess it’s her thing. I am still hating the idea of prom right now. It’s become more of an obnoxious obligation than a fun event that I should be anticipating. My sister is giving me her debit card though, which gives me a bit more relief. Prom things are all working themselves out. My first day of work is tomorrow and I am panicking mostly because my car got a flat tire and it has yet to be fixed or replaced. My thoughts are everywhere and I have yet to start any hw and I will just never do hw again. 

I am getting to be really tired of this 10 day challenge thing but there are only 2 days left after this so I guess I’ll finish it. 

• Arms. Especially forearms. That sounds so creepy but I love arms. 
• Chivalry 
• Sure of one’s self

These are crappy. Idk what Im attracted to I guess. 

• Weakness of character. Like, idk if that makes sense but what I mean by this is that a man who does not have his own personality and is not aware of his own self is not one for me. Does not defend his own morals, if said morals even exist. Does not have philosophies/principles or does not defend existing ones. 
• Body odor. Obviously a given. If my nose doesnt like you, neither will I. 
• Greed/ gluttony. Dont. Just…dont. 
• Promiscuity. Which may lead to fears of your hygiene but mostly I dont want to be number 43593563 in line. 

I got the job at Sears! So, I will no longer be disgustingly broke. Soon enough my bank account will be filled with glorious money from Sears. Or at least let’s hope so. I have to get ready now. Im off to go with Tina to the Rose Garden to see off the juniors and take pictures of them for their junior prom. I love seeing people get all dolled up. I love seeing the glorious dresses and hairstyles and makeup and the men looking extra professional. I love it. I wish we dressed like that every day. Ah. 

I hate that I can only pick 5 people because there are many people whose nonexistence would ruin my life..

• Allah
• My parents/ my siblings
• My aunt
• The fact busters
• Mr P, my physics teacher

I cheated and used more than one person per bullet. deal with it. 

Tomorrow is the Darien Lake field trip and Im so miserably excited for this. As much as I dont want to wake up at like 5-530am to shower and get all my shit together it will be worth it, as long is it doesn’t rain it will be worth it. Anddd Im missing the class I despise which is Government with the two devils of my life: T Little and Allison. If my days at school weren’t limited I would probably extend myself over a cliff. That woman Allison is so undeserving. I also get to miss precalc which calls for a bit of praise because I have gotten so lost in that class; I understand not even a tiny bit of the material. And last class it was so hot in there, I was just chillin in the devil’s left armpit and I was struggling to keep my eyes open. Never have I struggled so much to not fall asleep in a class. It was gross. The air was blanketing me and I did not ask for this blanket. Whatwhat